Making the Difference.......

i am not doing engineering but all my friends are doing, maximum of them.....where as i have chosen my own way....i have decided to become an interior designer.....so of course my parents and all others around me opposed me......but now when the 'substance' of that course material has started materializing itself so well that i have started getting my first job offers and first site offers and all my interior sheets and exhibitions and market surveys and all those things impress the same people very much......

the same people had become a head ache for me about some 6 or 7 months back...the situation in my house and friends and locals(neighbors) was so tormenting and it did really torture me to some extent but i had to give my best shot to it.....that was all that i had in my hands......may be this is very soon to say that i have become successful in my attempt, but yes of course it will take time, yet i have found out my way, that i have some profound interest in some thing like this...so i am exactly on the right track......

so what i feel about all this is that every man has a FORCE a special flow he inherits from his soul or god or nature or whatever you call it, and that needs to be brought out of this lovely man(Every man is lovely and lovable in his/her own way)so practice makes man perfect enough to accommodate that powerful flow within and also to channelize and vent that flow very well......so to commit suicide is very simple but to face life and being so successful in whatever your passion is that your opponents themselves may commit suicide out of depression is a bit tough but worth it....hihihi of course it is a satisfying thought but it is not good, the point is you should be so confident about yourself that's it..... opponents dying will not do you any good or bad... everyone has his/her own speed of learning they will learn when there time comes.......this is the way to stick to your own flow........be with GOD be like GOD be GOD as you are sons of GOD....or if you are agnostic you are a super man or a RANCHO whatever but the point is try to find your own level best.......inside yourself.......never try and find your worth by comparing yourself with others.....everyone is unique you are unique tooooo but in your own way.....only you can know it, make it manifest, develop it, shape it ,beautify it.love it ,make love with it....and make a mark with it.....MAN IS THE MAKER OF HIS OWN DESTINY very true but it will remain true only if the man remains HIMSELF......not LIKE SOMEONE else who was great....i am sorry if i have written anything out of context over here......but to all those who are in trouble who feel lonely and troubled and terrified may please read this and feel my love for them.....that's all i can do from my side so BEST OF LUCK .....and ALL IS WELL IF YOU MAKE IT WELL......and mind you YOU WILL HAVE TO SQUEEZE OUT THE 'WELL' OUT OF THE 'UNWELL' SO BE PREPARED.......