the unclear nuclear man........the UNI CLEAR NUCLEAR MAN

the second mans life starts the same second he/she falls into a wondrous oblivion of his own identity due the numerous things around him........and even sometimes inside him.........the butterflies that fly in stomach and the dragonflies that roam outwards and outside are very difficult to be conceptualized....and to be stored inside of us in a compact form..........

formerly man was WHAT??? and now he is WHAT? and WHAT was the stage in between????and SO if all is lost inside these WHAT's then from where did the 'WHAT?' came from?
these are the questions usually a man faces somewhere sometime in his life......if he doesn't that means very simple he is yet to start living and those who have had that thought before already or from the very minute of there existence.......all of them have already started living.....mans life is a mystery but only when it is well questioned....that of course does not mean asking some stupid questions about stupid and ununderstood things.....its always better to be dumb and without any questions if you cant forward sensible questions........yes of course many times trying and falling makes a perfect some day but in this case it will make you fall get confused and get drifted away from the main topic .......so that will make you keep wandering in this world and in this great cycle of birth and death.....or whatever you call it in case you are good great smart AGNOSTIC(bullshitter's)....i don't care...no one cares.....no believer will care....no believer should care....

a persistent percolation of misbeliefs straight from the great INDIAN(or anytother)parents......or their respective atmospheres or circumstances.....makes them feel that awkward oblivion again and again and the question of loneliness keeps arising and going away.......man keeps swinging between the two ends of polarities that exist in our lives.......which means simple......swinging between the known and the unknown sometimes.......between the known loneliness and the unknown loneliness.....sometimes between the something and the nothingness and some things like that.....at times simplicities seem complex and complexities seem simple.......but why does all this happen?????

its quite simple it means everything remains inside the human mind and the human perspective........human always tries to remain impartially involved with himself....and then he tries to see himself always every second from the second or third man perspective that means he always tries to know and find out what other feel about him/her.....or what will be his or his actions results outside him.....where as that what is more important is the effect that one has inside of an outside or an inside event or action that takes place......

mans life will be more of a schizophrenic man than of a normal happy man till he remains self centered....if we observe we will see that every time even in history whenever the human race ahs become egoistic and self centered the more mentally ill practices occurred may it be slave trade,religious killings or wars for territorial and political ambitions and it might even be under the name of a crusade....

the man remains stupidly being irritated frustrated and suppressed and oppressed and them some day he bursts out and performs numerous thoughtless atrocities......which create even massive rift and divulging effects.......the whole world today is lonely though we are having a booming population crisis.....every one is lonely at heart......why? isn't it funny that we are here trying to get people using condoms and stop producing there kids at the rate of 1 per sec....and still we have maximum people feeling lonely??? how amazing that is....how funny and how stupid at the same time.....and also the very reason for the loneliness....

whenever we have anything in excess we will lose its value.....we have a lot of money we stop having value for money......when we have too much love we don't value love either.....when we have our lives and moving limbs we lose the value for it also......when we have so many people to be with we stop valuing them as well.....

simple isn't it mans psychology.....simple yet STUPID......

we have human race talking about some stupid non sense called HUMANITY and making very nice blown happy faces for human rights and other things and at the same time the same man gives a neglecting look either to his own family or near by people.......or something else......

people men want to be neuclear.....small families happy families......but are they really happy??? if they are happy are they happy enough??? NO they are NOT.....
what do they lack....?????

they lack CLARITY in there life...they do not know what are they born for.......what are they meant for...why are they living for...for whom are they living for......how did they come to existence....why did they come into existence the way they did......why are they as they are why not something else..........they are not in knowledge of anything.......the more man is getting educated of external world and its facts the more ILLITERATE AND IGNORANT he becomes of himself.....and the more this thing happens the more psychotherapists we need.....good at least for them..and for there living.........we are all lonely...we have come alone we will go alone.......but in between that......we also have to survive alone.....what about that? you may wish to die soon you may wish to stay calm and cool when you die..many will feel liberated at the moment of death as all of them are so willing to disappear and die.....as they are empty hollow and alone.......so where to find the substance to fill up those great mighty VOIDS that fill up most of our lives.......well of course either outside or inside.......outside more unstable than the inside hence from the inside so what from the inside?.........there is an old saying"poison negates poison" that is only poison can treat a poison...or an addiction can help you win over another addiction..similarly when we want to counter our loneliness and VOID.......we will have to find another larger bigger VOID in out life.......that which remains stable free form both human emotions and human logic.......that VOID space withing which remains the innate beauty of our soul yet remains unknown to us till we remain away and aloof from it for the sake of the OUTWARD living......

VOID....is the state of mind which comes after a lot of deep thinking in a specific direction.....sometime in the mid of your flow of concentration suddenly something happens and you feel as if you drifted out of that flow and then there is this calm inner poise yet complete inner silence that inner divine void the innermost beautiful void.......that which is origin of our mentality of our personality of our existence......small void when concentrated over will bridge you to bigger voids in your life inside of yourself which when concentrated upon will lead you you to even larger and son on to finally the final void that is from where you i never return as it is beyond space and time......that where there is not past present and future so if there is no past no present no future there is no question of returning from somewhere to somewhere......hence he will be free and like nuclear weapon......its very small and starts from fission and then it goes on splitting........it will become more of a FUSION reaction ever expanding and all consuming.......VOID.....the eternal VOID beyond the flows of space and time.......

May GOD BLESS YOU AND MAKE YOU A FEAR LESS GODLY BRAVE LION UNLIMITED AND UNBOUND EVEN BY SPACE TIME AND DEATH.....
G.A.A